Im in a mood

well after two action movies and a lot to smoke and eat and a lot of hanging out with some of the guys im in a mood.
a mood that makes me Liston to hard cor stuff on my ipod. LOUD!

So im thinking
whats up with home schoolers now days?
they are....what would you call them....emo? scean? idk. they are kool for their age i think (kool looked diff when i was a 15 year old home schooler) i dont know

what is up with the why i have been thinking about my life? it seems i dont understand that God has EVERY THING under control.
WHAT AM I THINKING WHEN I THINK HE DUZ NOT SEE ME STRUGGLING!!!! im a dork!

I am so thankful for my friends!
most of all
im thankful for Nate and Joy.
Nate...man you have helped me thru a lot...A LOT of crap.
Joy...idk we have a killer time hanging out! im so happy we worked things out and are back being friends....thos where some hard times. I will always rembere when com x started cuz that was the night we went for the walk and talked things thru.

The two of you have seen me cry the most out of any one in the past year. which i only cry when i have LOST it! and the one of you has been there to make me feel...well a lot more put together :) you guys are rock stars in my life.


.....hmm
i think this might be my longest blog in a long time.
i would understand if most of you are not reading any more.
but i dont think im done.


tomorrow is nates b day HAPPY B DAY HOME BOY


i feel like i need to go for a run...or start boxing.
its 3:11 am and i feel so.....hard core. i know you must be loling right now but thats the best way to say how i feel. i think i understand how all thos kids who walk around down town when they are feeling like this get in crazy frights.




Fighting the Fight for Jesus
Andrew
Lippy
Andy
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Lipparelli

a friends words.

last night i found a facebook note that a friend had posted. I read all of it but the one part that jumped out at me was this

"God, take the men in my life and turn them into MEN OF HONOR AND VALOR. MEN THAT AREN'T AFRAID TO FIGHT AND TEACH US BOYS HOW TO DO THE SAME. I AM NOT READY LORD, BUT SOON I WILL BE---BECAUSE YOU WILL HAVE ME TAUGHT AND TRAINED IN THE WAYS OF THE YOU."
-Jason (epic)

this just hit me and was wonderfully put.
We boys need men to show us how to fight, but the "men" are stuck being boys, so maybe now im thinking that us boys are needing to take hold of the few men we find and step up our self.

if you would like to read jasons full blog this is his facebook http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/profile.php?id=1032078450

Thank you to the men in my life who show me the way to go and thank you lord for being the MAN.

sucka punch in the face!

So i work with a youth group, as well as myself i few of my friends work with the youth as well(Faith Joy Nate)
Any way, it was one of the youth girls b day, and Joy planed to take her out for the day. I found out about this and asked if i could go with them. They said yes :)
so i got all dressed up and went over the joys house where her and the youth girl where watching a movie.
after the movie was over we where off!
AND LET ME TELL YOU, WE LOOKED GOOOOOOOD!
i think i needed a gun to keep guys away.

So the youth girl wanted to go bowling. so we all dressed up went bowling at the GSR!
"good times"
(they got hit on by a guy) (guns did not have to come out)
then we where off to dinner and had a wonderful time.
ummm ya no punch line to the story just me and my life :))