o heart how can i find you?

so much has happened in the last 3 months some bad but mostly good.
i can say that seeing as thru most of the bad things i go thru end up being for Gods good.

as of late i have been a lot of emotions but a lot o them have been sad emotions, or...just no feeling.

i think this is because i have not been reading my bible as much as i was a week ago, which is kool cuz i know that is why. today i thought of this and started reading untell the feeling had passed... i think this is a way i will live my life.

its hard knowing im coming home cuz my mind and heart are lost thinking about and feeling that.
and i know thats not what i should be feeling and spending a lot of my last days here thinking about but its so deep in me that its hard to shake.


praising Him 4 life.

-drew.