Im in a mood

well after two action movies and a lot to smoke and eat and a lot of hanging out with some of the guys im in a mood.
a mood that makes me Liston to hard cor stuff on my ipod. LOUD!

So im thinking
whats up with home schoolers now days?
they are....what would you call them....emo? scean? idk. they are kool for their age i think (kool looked diff when i was a 15 year old home schooler) i dont know

what is up with the why i have been thinking about my life? it seems i dont understand that God has EVERY THING under control.
WHAT AM I THINKING WHEN I THINK HE DUZ NOT SEE ME STRUGGLING!!!! im a dork!

I am so thankful for my friends!
most of all
im thankful for Nate and Joy.
Nate...man you have helped me thru a lot...A LOT of crap.
Joy...idk we have a killer time hanging out! im so happy we worked things out and are back being friends....thos where some hard times. I will always rembere when com x started cuz that was the night we went for the walk and talked things thru.

The two of you have seen me cry the most out of any one in the past year. which i only cry when i have LOST it! and the one of you has been there to make me feel...well a lot more put together :) you guys are rock stars in my life.


.....hmm
i think this might be my longest blog in a long time.
i would understand if most of you are not reading any more.
but i dont think im done.


tomorrow is nates b day HAPPY B DAY HOME BOY


i feel like i need to go for a run...or start boxing.
its 3:11 am and i feel so.....hard core. i know you must be loling right now but thats the best way to say how i feel. i think i understand how all thos kids who walk around down town when they are feeling like this get in crazy frights.




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